All cried out... with alot to say:

So my graduation is tommorrow afternoon ...thanks to all those that wished me congratualtions and then some.Instead of me being happy however, i am pissed to high heavens. It looks like me and Mr. man have come to the end of our fairytale...lol... can u fucking believe it, because i can't. If i even begin to explain what happened, alot of you will loose respect for Mr. not so perfect after all... all i can say is grow the fuck up and get over u're damn self and if you can't do that i feel sorry for the next girl who waste 3 months with u.

So anyway, even though nothing has been said , like "it's over" , i'm soooo over it and declareing my self as a new hot commodity. I geuss it is for the best anyway, as i plan to move back to Nigeria in December and mr. not so perfect is still in college.

I need a grown man , i swear. I need someone who does not hold onto grudges from highschool and is totally contempt with their life at this previous time; i need someone who is not in constant competition with me or my friends for my attention; i need someone that is able to put their stupid pride in their gad damn pocket and keep it moving... I NEED A GROWN MAN... A FREAKIN ADULT.

Today i am tired of feeling sad and angry. I am going to get the rest of my grad outfit, stuff for my parry, pick up my big sis from the airport, and most importantly surround myself with people who love me and have been a good support system. All i have to say to Mr. not so perfect is ... I have been civil and polite up until now so ...Go fuck yourself if u think u're gonna rain on my parade and take my thunder away from me... this is my month, my week , and tomorrow is my day.... you can make soup with u're bad attitude and u're grudges cus the person u hate so much that i love dearly and will never let go didn't even know u existed until i started dating u, and if u think u can ever replace her in my life, u my friend are a joker.

I'm sorry for all the cussing on my page blogfam... i swear i tried but i think it was killing me to hold this ish inside. Must admit i feel much berra :).

Congratulations to me, i freakin did it (finally!!!!).